i've logged on for the first time in, i don't even know, months?
polyvore just lost its appeal to me. I'm not gonna lie; a big part of my AWOL-ness is because people were commenting//faving my sets less and less. it was like all the people on polyvore were either all leaving or shunning me into isolation.
i came back because part of the reason i am the fashion obsessed person i am today is because i joined polyvore two years ago. polyvore was the most amazing, useful place to find neat, pretty, unique things and clothes.
where have i been? after i left polyvore i've been gravitating towards tumblr. i freaking loved tumblr. it had the coolest pictures and was full of awesome people. i still love it, but i don't even know why, i don't really go on tumblr anymore either.
i've decided that i'm not going to give a sh*t if people like my sets or not. i'm making them for me. the outfits, the pictures, the accessories, the ideas; all for me. after all, if i like them, what does it really matter if someone else doesn't?
that being said, i feel really bad about ditching all the really great friends and overall awesome people i've met on here. if any of you guys still remember me, that is.
mainly:
dead in the water
jessi
max
kacie!
BarbieGirl1970
graciebear
xlolliderellaa
alex kaulitz
green fashionista
& everyone else that i can't remember off the top of my head, i still love and appreciate all of you(:
and now, and update on my life. [if anyone cares, lmao]
> i'm REALLY sucked into k-pop now. it used to be just Big Bang. Now it's Big Bang, SHINee, SNSD, 2PM, Super Junior, 2NE1, f(x), Se7en, Brown Eyed Girls, G-Dragon, Taeyang.
> i'm also slowly coming back to Fall Out Boy. You know that stage where you absolutely love an artist, and then you start to listen to them less and less, until you don't listen to them at all? and then something happens and all of a sudden you love their songs again? this is exactly it.
> i still can't draw anymore. i've stopped trying. i have, however, been doing amateur graffiti of names and such. it's easier and less irritating than drawing portraits of people.
> i was on vacation in Thailand with my family for the last two weeks. It was fun, I went to my cousin's private beach condo in Cha Am, got my bestie cousin to start writing stories like crazy, saw ladyboys and prostitutes in the streets of Pattaya, ate awesome food and in turn gained like 10 pounds, had yummy seafood and then not-so-yummy food poisoning and fever, went shopping, bought some k-pop posters. i rode on a banana boat on the beach in Pattaya with my cousins and one of my cousin's girlfriends, fell off a couple times, had trouble getting back on. stayed in a creepy, dimly lit hotel in Chiang Mai, visited my grandparents, and got devoured by mosquitos. it was so fun.
> school is about to start. i'm going into my first year of high school! i believe my friend kacie {kacieisabelieber} said it was the 7th of september? that is not okay. summer went by way too fast, especially because i spent most of it doing absolutely NOTHING. i should make a list of things to do before school starts, things i need to buy, and then complain and whine a bit about how stupid my school is for not making up a school supply list. that only causes more problems for ME, because i'll have to figure out what i'll need. i also have to read like 5 books for my honors english class. one of them is Raisin in the Sun. It's written like a script and it bothers the hell out of me when i tried to read it.
hmm, i think that's pretty much it. i'm keeping my account on hiatus for now, just in case i publish this set and then not come back for another couple months. who knows? i might come back, start making more sets, enveloping myself in more fashion, and what not.
i guess we'll see.